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So it was sweetest day yesterday?? who enjoyed that? fuck i didnt Of Course i didnt m sweetest lives in cali :-( i wish she were here tho id be oh so happy. its lonly in romeoville nothing but sknaks and whores, not like they arnt fun its just.. no real love.. maybe plainfeild is ok? some skanks and whores, BUT they are willing to change if your a great guy-ish. ive known some REALLY awesome/cool chicks from plainfeild or go to the highschool there. whatever, i know ill be lonly throughout highschool. OH shit it came true. there must be some huge fucking fualt wit me that EVERY GIRL i talk to hates aboot me and chooses to not mention o me so they won't ever go out with me. never believe the old peole when they say Hs are the years of your life, and college might be the same dissapointment. FUCK EVERYTHING i cant stand it. its like GRRRR why was i put here on earth, i havethe attitude of some fucking demon from hell

• wake up
  
• did my hwk, read and wrote stuff down
  
• ate
  
• back up in my room-tv, guitar
  
• showered(2ish oclock)
  
• watched my tape for ROTC(finished it later tonight)
  
• changed because i had to to my aunties
  
• at my aunties had din din(my auntie made this potatoe salad, it was soo mayonaise-y its liek eww but the potatoe and egg in it was ok)
  
• back home(went home b4 mom she was still singing karanoke-i was checking out the songs on the lst of songs you could sing, iwas lookin at it because i thought i sawa morriessey/thesmiths song, NOT BECAUSE I SING)
  
• i miss my redhead!
  
• IMISS MY REDHEAD!
  
• I MISS MY REDHEAD!
  
• IMISS MY REDHEAD
  
• pollyphonic spree on the 04 music awards(mtv) good song and the choir girls were hot
  
• oh yeah my emo hair is lame looking right now. bah
  
• BAAAHHH
  
• i finished my hwk, and played guitar in my room
  
• and then got on here Woo
  

im done

I LOVE MARTA!