deadbolt-Thrice

"Deadbolt"

when deadbolts awake you from deja vu dreams,
at four in the morning you know where I'll be.
out running red lights asleep at the wheel.
the sirens feed my nightmares,

I just close my eyes and I'm already here;
its already too late.
I know its nothing but lies,
but they sound so sincere;
I find them too hard to hate.

and she calls from the doorway "stolen water is sweet,
so let's drink it in the darkness if you know what I mean"
and she calls from the doorway "stolen water is sweet,
so let's drink it in the darkness if you know what I mean"

and I'm almost sure
that I've been here before,
that this is not the first time I've stood in front of this door,
with an overwhelming feeling that I shouldn't go in,
but it seems this is a battle that I never could win.

and you!
my true love!
you call from the hilltop.
you call through the streets,
"Darling don't you know,
the water is poison."
and I say!
"Come on and give me my poison."

what have I done?
is it too late to save me from this place?
from the depths of the grave?
we all are those ..
who thought we were brave.
what have I done

i feel hungover again. goddamn what the hell.. i think i should like... nap better or sumthing, like nap im shorts not not my cavillian clothes(whatever clothes i wore to school)...

so anything fun happen?

//i remember taking a swig of Josh's Rockstar this morning, i was tweaking like hell after that, i asked him f he could pick me up one for tues, and id pay him back. umm yes caffine is addictive

/hEy someone IMed me a sec... well around 5.56 and left.. im sorrie, if they uhh read this blog.

//umm my good budy Brandon got his hair choped off, he looked like he was going ot cry all morning. he said when he got it cut yesterday he was going to cry, he wanted to ask if he could keep some of his hair, hes had the same cut for like 3yrs.

/so he stripped the boys naked, bound and gaged them, threw the children in his closet and tortured and beat them to soften the flesh... On peir markets the butcher would cut up any meat. i would bring in the naked flesh of a young boy.. umm yes the nice fat ass of a boy would fetch the highest price.

//I Come from the planet venus, i bring murr and frakensnese.. what the hell happen to you?.. they let chu out of the nut house.. NO NO were from England.... SO how are you boys enjoying your trip. . . . ...i dont think Nzis arebad people i think they are a gathering of peoples... What did you say about Nazis?... so theres devilworshipers here?.. yes more then ever before..... You talked about a mark??.. yes 666 mark of the devil...

///enough of my movie random triva...

/umm anything helse happen?.. had a fun talk during homeroom and lunch about stuff. talked to brandon about music during home room that was really fun.. we talked about how not so depressed JonDavis is, comepared the derpessing ness of Korn and Slipknot and anyother band, umm thats it for that..

//umm i went up to front of the class today in rotc to do an oral presentation of my writting assignment, when i got up there Jeff was like "jus woke up?" i was like.. NO man i been up haha. oh yes speaknig of being up, Dana and Hollie got on my back about fallin a sleep when Allison went up to do her. umm yess

/ YET AGAIN on the way home i was SOO depressed for some fucking reason, i guess itwas walking down the Sophomre hallway, all the hot gurls. i dont know, ill think about Marti and Bethany and be ok..