listening

"Listening"


Your skin attached this fragile cliche
Of my broken heart attack
You should swallow your teeth and hang out
Stay for a while
If your heart's still beating it must be the blood
If your lungs are still working it must be the mud
If its still light out than a kick in the ribs
today's worth living

I don't see anything now
So just say what you wanna say
It's kind of funny how you're not listening anyway
Lights out, I can't stand to hear you scream
While we were making love I was fast asleep
and the night sky better give something up (give something up)

I don't see anything now
So just say what you wanna say
It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
[x2]

Lights out, lights out...
Lights out, I can't stand to hear you scream
While we were making love I was fast asleep
If your heart's still beating it must be the blood
If your lungs are still working it must be the mud
If its still light out than a kick in the ribs
today's worth living

I don't see anything now
So just say what you wanna say
It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
[x2]

I'm not listening anyway
I'm not listening anyway
I'm not listening

Listening, I'm not listening
I'm not listening
I'm not listening
I'm not listening

that basically discribes my overall feeling about everything and everyone today.

its like AHHH dont talk to me when im unifrom im not in a very good mood at all!.

so yeah major events of my day? meh

UMM let me remember, testing for sophomores.. THe pLan Test its lie blah so hard to get threw the hallway where the gym and band room are-not that much fun in band, there really wasnt that many people in there because of testing.

lest we forget Michelle b. is a beautiful creature and she pet me today :-) i helpd her with something about the ROTC essay

i am in an ok mood today, not super good but ok. but when was the last time i was ina super good mood?. not to bring up ld ghosts but my minds wondered into bad territory, yeah suicudial thoughts, i guess it was Bethany last night or my usual thoughts of lonlyness-i dont know either way i was depressed. i just kinda walked around with a siniser look on my face.

NOTHING MAKES ME HAPPY ANY MORE