atreyu

Taking Back Every Word That I Said

You were so euphoric I saw... the future in your eyes
A Cascade of emotion Brings me to... the summit of defeat
My trust was misplaced Like the truth... in a sea of lies
Your more content barefoot on coals
Then to deal... with feelings trapped inside... your trapped inside
Trapped inside, coalesce distrust personifiied
Fear unrealized, will paint the future black as night.
Just let go, have you felt what it is to fly
Soar above, the right path is never justified
They wouldn't ever affect you, you promisedd,
and you lied You were strong enough to make your own decisions
But evidently your own two feet just weren't enough to stand on
Tell me how should I feel after what you juust said
How the should I feel after what you just said...
You are nothing You mean nothing
Just like a child, I wish I could close my eyes
And you would dissipate
Just like a child, I wish I could close my eyes
Let my tears evaporate
Please stay away from me
You've done far to much harm


i dont care about what you say. the scars and the damage will stay.. and the feeling will not fade
-why dont you just fucking light up?
-BITCH FUCK YOU!!!
-oh wow what did you juss say?
-Motherfucker you hearrd me
-oh shit you d-int
-OH fuck yeah i did
-various clawing and screams-

so yeah thats just cool?
my day was fun. how was yours? i bet it wasnt as fun as runing around ina school full of ghetto fucks in a nasty ass unifrom
/johnny talked to me this morning about how i should of had my other unifrom on and stuff, i was like next week ill have it on, we talked a bit more on that then we parted.
\lets see anything else in the morning fun? oh yeah walked around fora while with Ron then walked with Mikie then stood around and talked to TomP. he mentioned Ash a bit. it was cool
/ umm lets see.. uhh i got burned by my potery teacher its like AHH that was harsh. its like if you dont put it back there i dont know if youll get anything done
//umm??
.. i dodnt know dont quite remember. oh yeah some funie stuff happened in world issues some funnie funnie shit, my sides hurt SO bad from laughing. haha.
// i bet it was weird seeing me in the hallways. unifrom and the funnie hair. OH whatever.
// ROTC got promoted.. weee!! and yes the roleplaying was entertaining. not the way MG wanted but it was fun.
/ so im sleeping or passed out on my futon and i hear the phone ringing, its Bethany. we talk for about i dunno some odd mins probably around a hr and half we talk about stuff music our days uhh stuff.
/oh yeah... uhh i dunno i forgot..
I LOVE MARTA!!!