..don't read this..i dont think you'd like it

being emotionally attached is a bad thing. i try not to most the time but i have a hard time. i guess its just me.
its about 2.06 i really wish i could fill out this blog update but all i really can say is
your a woman and thats whats true.
and i know somethings are unavoidable.
i love it.. i don't want it to change- i dont want it to ever change. i love things the way they are now.

i know its been like forever and we really only been hanging out a reletivly short time.. but its hard to explain.. im sure if i don't think about it ill still feel the same way.. and if i do think about it.. i'll realize how messed up i am and shut myself away in my shell again..
-i feel like im on some weird ride... swinging between 2 lives and thew a wide range of emotions. just feel like i need to sit down - think - space and light up. i just have to clear my mind sometimes.

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.. I just love you and how you are

how your hair looks in the sun..

and how it looks in the dark when your half a sleep on the couch

i know things really dont matter. but when im with you.

your the only thing that matters to me.

im going to go to sleep know. i know it will be a while before you read this but.. please don't take this too seriously. these are just my thoughts and i needed to vent and get my thoughts straightened out without lighting up a cancerstick